I love what I do. But I hate what it's doing to me (2)

Did I enter a Dark place, or did a Dark place found a door through me

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I fear my self for being so not me

I Love what you do to me darling, but I fear us.

I want you not to want me anymore.

remember for ever what we could never have been.

I do love what I do. But I hate what it's doing to me.
I fear so much what we can do to our selves.